Hi guys and girls, my name's Katarina Collins

I'm a 'fully out' T-girl in her very late thirtys...who sees herself more as a 'shemale' rather than TV, but certainly not transsexual.

Katarina came out early 2003 and she came out with wonderful help of the one and only Pandora De'Pledge . Pandora is a fab girl in London, spending her life and talent in finding the true girl in all of us t-girls.. Thanks Pan you are a doll!! In the following I shall try and describe how I see myself. You see - Katarina is a part of me, but not all of me. I sometimes say that 'She' is the 'Better part of me', and I really think thats the truth. When she is out I feel so wonderful - and there is no way I can ever ignore her again.. Ignore her again? Whats that all about?' Well to make a long story short; I kept Katarina hidden for some 25 odd years - the biggest mistake of my life and now she is with me for good and she will always have priority in my life.Katarina is a part of my personality, that is for sure. So who is she then? Someone toId me she was just an excuse to escape from the daily responsibilities and the constant requirement a man has in life? Perhaps but I donīt think so (although I do not mind escaping both those from time to time). I think it is simply a need for beauty, feminism, and feeling complete as a human being. As a boy you donīt make yourself beautifull.. you donīt wear makeup and make yourself pretty, you donīt spend hours on your hair..And boy do I enjoy it!!

Is it maybe because I want to be a woman instead? Would I like to go through surgery and become as female as the medical world can make me at this time? No, that is really not what I want or need at this point Sure I have thought many times about the subject, but I have come to realize that I enjoy my male life too much! I don't feel that I am in the wrong body and that I was born with the wrong gender (hmmm - from time to time I think I do…). I simply like to do many of the things women can do today. I would like to be able to dress, act and interact with others, the way a woman can. I would like to be able to express my emotions and joy the way a woman can. So when Katarina is coming out she likes to play, to go shopping in beautiful stores and shops, clubbing and eating in nice restaurants - either with a "girlfriend" or a nice male companion.. She likes being spoiled and pampered, the attention she gets when going out and of course life in every aspect.

I must admit I do have a bit of a shoe and boots fetish, (by the way also a corset, beautiful dresses and gorgeous wigs fetish) Guess I am kind of addicted..*giggle*. So feel free spoil me at any time *blink* My vital statistics are 38C:a little less than 180 cm tall and 82 well proportioned kilos!

I live in Scandinavia in one of the most beautiful cities in the world and I enjoy it. I have many friends around the world and I canīt tell you how much I appreciate the friendship of all you girls out there.. I consider myself a very happy and lucky girl and I do thank you for stopping by on my website… Please do leave a message - a sweet one - in my guestbook or send me an e-mail..